| Ladies & Gentlemen... |
[Jun. 4th, 2008|10:48 pm] |
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YOUR 2008 STANLEY CUP CHAMPIONS, THE DETROIT RED WINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Sep. 23rd, 2007|08:18 pm] |
i'm not on your friends list anymore. you won't see this. i know that. i know that because you informed that "it's time to say goodbye."
fine.
fucking toss away a friendship that i thought meant something to you, even after all we'd gone through together. i was fucking there for you when nobody else was. i stood in your corner when nobody else dared. i defended you when you weren't worth defending.
i forgave you things i probably shouldn't have.
why?
because i cared about you.
my mistake. i fucking cared. and now, because you don't know how to deal with me, "it's time to say goodbye."
i never gave up on you. i don't DO that to my friends. i don't discard people just because they don't fit into my life anymore.
i guess you *can* take a stand & grow a spine when it suits you. you CAN make decisions. when it benefits you to do so. and inspite of how much you think you've grown, you can still lie.
you spent the past 7 years lying to me. i see now that i never mattered to you. as friend, lover or otherwise. forget i said 'lover', because that doesn't factor in anymore. and i was ok with that. i forgave you what you did to me. i had gotten past it long ago, and i was hoping we were reparing our friendship, but nope. it didn't suit you. so you lied to me until you could safely (i.e. on another goddamn continent) get me out of your life.
you're a liar. you always were. you always will be.
but at least you can't lie to me anymore.
i take some solice in that.
you wanted me gone?
consider it done, princess. |
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[Sep. 23rd, 2007|08:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | hurt... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | miss this - soul asylum | ] |
Oh won't you look at that
cause it won't be there for long
Hey if you look away
Soon it will be gone
And I won't say I told you so
And I won't tell you you were wrong
But you're gonna miss this when its gone
You're gonna miss this when its gone
Hey won't you look at this
Look at all that we have done
And I won't make you do a thing
I wont say anything
But youre gonna miss this when its gone
You're gonna miss this when its gone
Ill never say I told you so
Never tell you you were wrong
But you're gonna miss this when its gone
You're gonna miss this when its gone
no, you won't. missing me would imply that you'd actually cared in the first place.
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| what the fuck? |
[Feb. 16th, 2006|08:48 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | refreshed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nickelback - someone that you're with | ] |
and suddenly, AIM lets me on again as if nothing happened?
anyway.
favorite song of the moment comes from Nickelback's latest cd.. song's called 'someone that you're with'..
I reside in 209, you're in 208
You moved in last Friday night,
and I just couldn't wait
So I tried to call across the hall,
to ask you out someday
But a lineup formed outside your door, and I was way too late
Well I'd rather start off slow
This whole thing's like
some sort of race
Instead of winning what I want
I'm sitting here in second place
Because somewhere
the one I wanna be with's
with somebody else
Oh god, I wanna be that
someone that you're with
I wanna be that someone
that you're with
And I can talk about it all day long
'til I run out of breath
But I still wanna be that
someone that you're with
I've got to be that
someone that you're with
And I'm pacing by the phone
'Cause I hate to be alone
And if you're out there with him
somewhere and just about to kiss
God I wanna be that
someone that you're with
Well I hear your favorite songs
you sing along with everyday
And I borrow things that
I don't need for conversation sake
Last night I heard your key,
it hit your lock at 4 AM
Instead of being out with me
you must be out with them
Well I'd rather start off slow
This whole thing's like
some sort of race
Instead of winning what I want
I'm sitting here in second place
Because somewhere the one
I wanna be with's
with somebody else
Oh god, I wanna be that
someone that you're with
I wanna be that
someone that you're with
And I can talk about it all day long
'til I run out of breath
But I still wanna be that
someone that you're with
I've got to be that
someone that you're with
And I'm pacing by the phone
'Cause I hate to be alone
And if you're out there with him
somewhere and just about to kiss
God, I wanna be that
someone that you're with
Well somewhere the one
I wanna be with's
with somebody else
Oh god, I wanna be that
someone that you're with
And I can talk about it all day long
'til I run out of breath
But I still wanna be that
someone that you're with
I've got to be that
someone that you're with
And I'm pacing by the phone
'Cause I hate to be alone
And if you're out there with him
somewhere and just about to kiss
God, I've got to be that
someone that
I wanna be that someone that
I've got to be that
someone that you're with
christ. where was THAT song in 2003? |
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| everybody say it with me - |
[Nov. 26th, 2004|11:43 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  working | ] |
| [ | music |
| | breaking the habit - linkin park | ] |
we're glad we're not wal-mart employees today.
anyway.
hopefully all of you had a happy turkey day. my long list of accomplishments from yesterday include the following:
beating Ratchet & Clank: Going Commando. heh. presently over halfway through Up Your Arsenal. (and they say i'm lazy.) ;)
gotta clock in at work in about 15 minutes. stuck here til 8:30 tonight. |
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| ever feel like.. |
[Sep. 19th, 2003|12:25 am] |
| [ | music |
| | what do you want from me? - monaco | ] |
...you're necessary only until some people find what they were really looking for in the first place?
i do. |
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| update & such.. |
[Feb. 25th, 2003|12:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | hopeful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | mellie's comin' over - letters to cleo | ] |
so i started my job with Cendant yesterday. even got an ID badge complete with a picture that turned out worse than the one on my *drivers license*.
that, dear friends, is saying something.
anyway.. last night's class consisted of 2 hours about the benefits we get as employees. (oh man. way too many to list here.) and the last 5.5 hours were a lunch break & the basics of customer service.
the usual. don't cuss or yell at your customer. if you get an obscene phonecall, hang up. etc, etc.
then the basics of thier system.
and more of the same today.
becky update - shannon tells me she's "walking like a madwoman".. and that she's mastering the art of throwing tantrums. that's my girl. starting the terrible twos at age 13.5 months. i love you & i miss you, pigfish. don't give your mother a hard time, k? and fish, you've *gotta* quit hiding the remote from her. *chuckle*
caroline update - got a phonecall from cindy this morning which i was, unfortuantely, asleep during. checked the answering machine & found out that caroline is doing worlds better!! she's off the ventilator & over the pneumonia!! sorry i wasn't awake when you called.. left a message on yer cellphone, but dunno if it got through.
time to get ready for work... catch you all later.. |
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| i wonder how long... |
[Oct. 29th, 2002|07:33 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  groggy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | fuckin' with my head - beck | ] |
...it will be before the psychopath upstairs manages to wake becky up again? she did it twice last night. once at 2am and again at 5am.
the good news on that front is that one of our landlords called here yesterday asking us to put our latest complaint in writing so she could do something more about it. she's just as sick of that bitch as we are.
in other news, i adjusted my work schedule. instead of going in at 10am, i now go in at 8am. so i'm off by 1 or 2pm which gives us the afternoon free to run errands and stuff. the downside to that is i don't get any morning feeding time with becky unless she wakes up godawfully early.
speaking of news, we were *on* the local news saturday. so we're famous now. send $20 and a self addressed, stamped envelope and we'll send you our autographs and a bib becky has personally drooled on. |
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| happy 2 years, baby... |
[Sep. 17th, 2002|08:02 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | loved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | boys on the radio - Hole | ] |
Do what you want,
cause I'll do anything and I'll take the blame.
What's mine is yours,
you can have all of it and I learn to pay.
I know the boys on the radio.
They crash and burn, they fold and fade so slow.
In your endless summer night, I'll be on the other side.
When you're beautiful and dying,
all the world that you've denied.
When the water is too deep,
you can close your eyes and really sleep. Tonight.
Tonight.
I want what's yours.
I'll give anything and I'll take the pain.
I wait alone for what will never come
and I throw it all away.
Oh, the boys on the radio.
They crash and burn,
they fold and fade so slow.
In your endless summer night,
I'll be on the other side.
When you're beautiful and dying,
all the world that you've denied.
When the water is too deep,
you can close your eyes and sleep.
Tonight your beauty blinds.
If I let you in, under my skin.
And risen every angel slain.
He said he'd never ever ever go
and everytime it happens now
and never ever ever go away.
Baby, I've gone away.
In your endless summer night,
I'll be on the other side.
When you're beautiful and dying,
all the world that you've denied.
When the water is too deep,
you can close your eyes and really sleep.
Tonight, your beauty blinds.
I know what you are running to.
Please come back, oh come back again.
I hear the truth - it's coming from you.
Oh come back, won't come back again.
In your endless summer night,
I'll be on the other side.
When the water is too deep,
I will ease your suffering.
When the glitter fades in the morning,
turn away and you will see my empty eyes.
Your beauty blinds.
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this song still makes me think of freezing my ass off in that house dad & i used to live in, while you & i talked on illy for hours on end.. and as i typed, i longed for the day when we'd have more than text, and never have to type again..
thank you for these past 2 years of marriage, and nearly 4 years of being together... thank you for all you've done, and still do for me.. and thank you for loving me enough to marry me and start a family.
happy anniversary.
i love you. today, tomorrow, forever, always. |
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